Tatt's mind

I went through all these tests....the docs thought Leukemia I thought otherwise....guess who was right?

FUCKING RIGHTS!!!! I was right....but it aint great, according to the "Doctors"....the bastards like treatment.

I was born with Thalassemia Alpha, its a blood disorder that well basically fucks with absorption and creation of iron and fucks with life, while under stress it crashes of platelettes, oh fucking joy. Most dont live too long being born with this shite, 18 is the max, according to 'doctors' I am the 1% after 18 and I am living on borrowed time, I say otherwise....considering I was a mom with two kids at that age.

I was told at the ripe old age of 5 I was going to die, I beat it...I was told I would be dead at 13, my parents used to give me opium for pain and alcohol for sleep when I was a wee child, no wonder I used heroin and was a fucking addict by that age...guess what I beat it,(I guess it is true us evil folk push through) ....by 18 I should have been dead. Guess what folks!!! I lived!!! MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....and I was a Heroin addict by that time, I could only stop when I got pregnant...hell give a kid a death sentence and they will do anything to make them feel alive....or give them love.

so here is the deal....my Alpha (so that muthafucka thinks its alpha) Thalassemia is acting up hard....I dont like getting blood transfusions...actually I refuse it. I get plasma for the time being and will cross the transfusion thing when I get to it.

So here it is folks....

We go surfing....thats my thing. I am going to Westport soon. The doc tried to put me in hospital before Tofino...did I go? I went to Tofino...and surfed my ass off on 12foot waves...EPIC!!! did I die?....Hell NO!!!

I am going to Westport....I will live through cuz I am surfing

Never give up on ANYONE!!!! and I mean that...anyone no matter of age or what they have gone through or done...and live your life to the fullest. Live Life, you all know I do....I have my reasons, have always....if this gives a glimpse into why I am the way I am....Awesome!!! but my wish to all of you, that read this, is to live your life...how you see it, How you want it...just live it to the fullest. we only get one, well that we know of , live it!!!

When you look at someone different try picturing yourself as them...I do it on a daily basis and believe me....its a hoot!!! and it makes me realize, I am insane

Never Judge or not try to understand...this is important!!!!
Never ever judge someone..no one can ever know what it is to live in the shoes of someone else.

At some point in our lives....we were newborns and our parents loved us.

We live on the streets because this is the family we have ever known...remember that is where streetkids come from. At some point they were a wee little baby...and then 13 years later they are on the streets.....whats the difference of 13 years?

No one loves us.

We were born, but we grew older and got tossed away...kinda like the puppies.

Sharon