Tatt's mind

I don't really know what the hell I was thinking when I said I would be on call for this week. I mean I already work full time and get up at 4:30am, I make good money...its not like I REALLY need it. I can be a bit of a work-aholic, but this is nuts. So I must be insane
It was put to me in a way that it sounded fool proof, a great idea...HAHAHAHA. The deal is I'm on call for the hours i don't work, I get paid for this...COOL!!!! If I get called out, then it is O.T....Even Better!!!! If I get called out my next shift is covered so im not working doubles...WOOHOO!!! This last part, isn't quite like that...in the last 35 hours I have worked 24 hours and i am expecting a call to work the graves and go to my regular shift in the morning...I do this for a week...AHHHHH

I have now realized that when Im sleep deprived, Im quite the anti-social bitch...I wonder if I was always like this or if with age I just need sleep. I don't sleep much anyway...I'm too hyper but I do like down time. I don't remember If I was like this when I was younger and pulling the party life off, but if I was I would like to apologize to everyone who I ran into, lived with, slept with, dated, partied with, strangers and to civilization in general. I must have been hell!!!

In just this little bit of time I have gained insight into just how important chilling out is...and how much of an evil, narcissistic bitch I can be...so for this week I vow to keep my mouth shut, stay away from crowds and just not talk to humans...Cheers everyone, I chat when I am no longer psychotic