Diary of a Fool

Down the street you can hear her scream youre a disgrace
As she slams the door in his drunken face
And now he stands outside
And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
And his tears fall and burn the garden green

And so castles made of sand fall in the sea, eventually

A little indian brave who before he was ten,
Played wargames in the woods with his indian friends
And he built up a dream that when he grew up
He would be a fearless warrior indian cheif
Many moons past and more the dream grew strong until
Tomorrow he would sing his first warsong and fight his first battle
But something went wrong, surprise attack killed him in his sleep that night

And so castles made of sand melts into the sea, eventually

There was a young girl, whos heart was a frown
cause she was crippled for life,
And she couldnt speak a sound
And she wished and prayed she could stop living,
So she decided to die
She drew her wheelchair to the edge of the shore
And to her legs she smiled you wont hurt me no more
But then a sight shed never seen made her jump and say
Look a golden winged ship is passing my way

And it really didnt have to stop, it just kept on going...

And so castles made of sand slips into the sea, eventually.

We all wish for things some good some bad, somethings for ourselves and some for others but in the end time washes away what we have tried to build or leave as a marker that we were here and tried to do something to make the world or our little corner of it a better place... We are not here (dirtside up) long enough to play games and worry about what others may think about our choices in life. Because if the ones around you are not going to be happy with what or whom you choose then why have them around or give them the choice to decide your happiness. Because if it comes down to being happy with your new friends or being miserable with your family you have already lived a lifetime of misery walk no run towards happiness for it only truly comes aound once or twice and it takes a hell of a lot of work to hold on to so I found out the hardway. So dont over think it just take a chance and don't stand in the way of your own happiness