Diary of a Fool

Today/this weekend would have been my wife's and I fifth wedding anniversity(we renewed our wedding vows) I called my wife today just to say hi and see how she was feeling and she had no trouble expressing her current feelings towards me! I wish I was better able to tell her how I really feel about her still but I can't just seem to get the message out. Maybe I just should leave her alone for awhile because right now all I seem to do is poke a stick into a hornets nest and stir up a whole lotta pain which is the last thing I want to do to her-I have hurt her enough...Sorry