newfetteland

so i dont even know where to start.. oh wait yes i do. deep breaths.. peach air in green air out...


so I'm faced with a fork in the road. on top of all the staffing issues at work (see the fuck thread) I'm torn with a issue myself at work.

whats this issue you ask??

so I stay with the company i work for or do i try to make the move to corporate when i move to st john's....

and while i know this doesn't seem like a big deal to most people... its a huge deal to me. I have a tremendous amout of loyalty to my store and to the owner but on the flip side it seems like if i switch sides then there's more oppertunity for me, as well as more benifits,

but if i leave not only do i feel like i'm abandoning my current store but i'm screwing over the store in st johns where i said i would take over. but on the flip side of that if i decide with enough notice then it would give that store lost of time to hire someone and train them before the current manager leaves...

i just dont know what to do. my mom doesn't understand my loyalty to my job but then again she hates hers and is semi retiring in september.

and i do.. i love my job and i'm goos at my job and i just think that if i can do the same job and make more money somewhere else then i should be able to go... without having the concious kick me in the butt

why must i feel guilty about everything..

hell i dont even know why i'm stressing out yet.. it's not like I've been offered a job with corporate.. its just an idea that popped into my head and i'm this stressed already... what am i gonna do if i actually make the change...