Wolf Within

My daughter brought home a pup she rescued out of the hot sun over the summer, she gave the pup to my 11 yr old grandson (the one in the "shirt" is Sheeba, my daughter's sweet babe who was rescued as well- story for another time and "Mya" is in front)

Mya ( a rottie-lab cross) - is sedated at the Vet's tonight, on I.V. and hopefully we can bring her home tomorrow, hopefully she's going to be ok. If the vet gets her past this, I can take care of her the rest of the way...

I was unpacking boxes at the new house all weekend in search of my tax papers so I can get back at doing my taxes, so I basically wasn't here all weekend and got back late sunday nite.
I noticed this morning that my grandson's pup looked sluggish and appeared to be walking funny (belly ache) - so I called my daughter at work. She told me that the pup was vomitting since Sat but did eat a bit on Sun. and vomitted a couple of times... She told me that with the bit she'd eaten on Sun, she hadn't eaten since basically Fri nite!!!!
As soon as I got off the phone, the pup got sick showing only bial and was sick 9 times there after. I went and got the syringe and fluids, but after checking her gums and skin, she wasn't dehydrated - but man, did she stink of bloody fish.... and it dawned on me!!! Last thurs when I took out the garbage early (which i usually never do before 11), I found 5-6 fish heads beside our garbage in the back yard, that just reaked! I thought that maybe someone had come by with a gift for the Cats and that my daughter just threw them out (she's almost 32), so i never really paid much mind thinking she did best and had a thousand other things on my mind in lieu of recent events concerning the "move".

I made the pup some broth with previously cooked chicken legs, removing all the fat and skin prior to boiling, then cooked some rice. Diluted chicken broth and rice are the easiest thing for sick animals (cats or dogs) to eat - it helps keep fluids in them while giving them some nurishment that's easily digested.

When things were luke warm, I sat beside Mya and tried to coax her to eat but she was reluctant (not a good sign). I managed to get a couple of - let's say - table spoon fulls of liquid and I tried to give her a small piece of chicken but she spit it out and tried to cover it with her nose. She got sick about 90 minutes later, so I waited about 30 minutes and tried to get her to have a bit more of the broth. She was thirsty, so she did have a bit more that actually stayed down for about 3 hours and she got sick at the Vets.

Those bloody fish heads - were placed purposely in our yard - none of us have had the time to go fishing and none of us would leave something like that exposed in the yard!! What was I thinking when I found them??! F*CK am i pissed!!
My grandson's dog for christ sake - what a bunch of cowards and i think I know who put them there too, "he" goes fishing quite a bit and visits with the gent who lives right in back. "He" is also the boyfriend of the woman I am proceeding with in court! He's been around a bit much lately - I've certainly grumbled a couple of times last week when I seen him there, but now this.
I figure that when my daughter let out her dogs on thursday morning before leaving for work, Mya got into the fish heads, but was called to come back in and scurried off with Sheeba (she's Sheeba's shadow). While they are out in the morning, my daughter gets their breakfast all ready for when they come in, so Mya ate the bad fish and then almost immediately after, ate her puppy kibbles for her breakfast.... Thank god she did, it's what might save her life!
Then I put the garbage out earlier than usual and found the heads, threw them in the cans and put out the garbage. When I'd gone back in the house, I let the dogs back out, so Mya didn't find anymore or being a 4 month old pup, she woulda gobbled the rest if they had of been there.... late fri she started to get sick and Saturday she was sick all day.... sunday and today.
God I hope she makes it, she doesn't deserve this what so ever and my daughter is pretty angry to say the least! She has a reputation for coming out swinging when enough is enough and she's a blonde haired, green eyed beauty that most folks don't expect that from, but enough IS enough!

It wasn't a good day - thinking how I'll be offline by the 8th or 9th and uncertain as to where I will be! I can't let my daughter and grandson get thrown out of their home because of that handful of people!!

So much uncertainty, with lives that I am responsible for, things changing and no control over anything at this moment, I feel so manipulated it's unbelievable!!! And there's a kind lady who has been trying to help me get a couple of cages, I desperately need cages!!! (have ads on Kijiji and in the county classifieds) and I dumped what's been going on - I feel so bad! and - and a knock came at my door (around 1:30) - it was a gal I've been trying to get on the Board of Directors but she declined cuz she recently got engaged and works in the oil industry - is often off on the road - somewhere and feels she can't commit. She will be on our Kitty Calendar though - and she's not hard to look at with her beautiful waist long blonde hair and green eyes, wearing a size 7.... she reminds me of Lady Kadiva when she rides her horse through the village - bareback - well, she brought me a present - a poem she wrote and laminated - the background was done with a pic of her pinto's fur, where her pinto actually has a marking that's shaped like a heart - well I started to cry! The poem is called "True Friend" and I couldn't read it to the end, I was just in bloody tears! This gal is by far a cat person, but sure loves her two dogs and her horses (one of her horses is named "cat" cuz she says that that's the closest she'll ever be to having a cat) but has backed me in cheerfulness and encouragement - all along! She knows that I'll be gone by the 9th, so she came by to give me the poem! What a roller coaster ride!
Once I settled down from all that, I decided to rock the boat and called the Ombudsman to file a complaint against the Village - they want me to send them a detailed report of events over the past 18 months - pics, letter from the Privacy At Commissioner, dates, times, the first court case - my papers from Corporate Registry, correspondances I've had with the Village through registered letters and events that lead to my daughter's dismissal - who attending RCMP Officers have been, everything! And I realize there'll be things that are kinda hard to prove - just coincidence - but how many coincidences can there be in 18 months?
So I just piled more paperwork and research onto my plate, a top of everything else - and to be able to get a roof over my head by the 9th, taxes and the ombudsman are my main priorities!

It felt good to be up at the other house tonight, everything is still in boxes pending what happens on the 15th - (life will be on the edge from the 9th - the 15th - I pray for some bloody good news) but at least the crew was happy to see me - those cats are just so full of love, it's amazing... they all basically love belly rubs and to forget one, well, they let you know!! I did a rotation, where I let out the ones in cages and put in the ones that are out and hung out with them for a few hours - cleaned and did chores!

And feeling a little more sane when I left, my other love greeted me when I got back, she knows something is up and to me, it sure shows in her mannerism, she's back to yoddling and throwing herself on her back in submission.... she's feelin insecure and looks it too!


If things change on the 15th, I pray the angels are watching over all of the critters and my family - I can't bare to think that I have to haul everything around again - it was high time I called the Ombudsman, now to get stable and turn things around.

It's time that those others are held responsible to their actions.... they poisoned my grandson's pup and I won't be able to prove a damn thing - but we all know who, why and the others behind it!
That's the last draw!