Wolf Within

While I rummage through boxes for receipts, paperwork and invoices to finish my book-keeping to complete all my back taxes, I brought my grandson up to the house to spend sometime with "my girl" and I. What a different kid he becomes out there, the difference is noticable... (he's still in his flannel pj bottoms)

The paperwork is slowly slimming down, there were literally bags! This is all there is left to sort through and I'll be done putting everything in my books and head off to the accountant to audit the last 3 years and just verify the totals in the 4 years before that. I know-7 yrs is a long time and now that the ex has agreed to a divorce after 9 yrs. I say it's safe to go after my returns on my taxes.
(i still have 10 more boxes to unpack and repack to make sure there's no receipts anywhere... when I had the two houses, everything was seperate to the other, so there's receipts tucked away everywhere and some were shoved in boxes to fill space or create a barrier between glass objects. Hey, it's been over a year I've seen most of my stuff, it's been sitting in my daughter's garage - dustier than hell and some receipts are so faded that I need a magnifying glass with my glasses on to read! Why do I do these things to myself????!
When all is said and done, I'm exhausted - long days, unpacking and repacking - lottsa extra work for nothing, alot of running back and forth, worry, winter is coming, things always get more expensive, I have to get wood to keep the house warm cuz I can't let any of my babes freeze - let alone my paints and if it's too cold for me to do anything in there, well then it's too cold for the babes, so heat will be needed - kittens to foster out and adopt, cages to get, funding to obtain, my play to finish and promote to investors - a calendar to produce, fund-raising events to plan and so much to do!!!
Walking the dog, makes for a nice break from the overloaded shoulder pads and my right arm is still just literally "hangin' in there" - I can't lift it straight up it's as if my shoulder is locked! Painful to the point it wakes me up and I can't move my arm backwards yet either.... fresh air, half an hour and the dog settle things back down. This girl does not leave my side and she walks so close at the back door that she steps on my heels... she likes to walk in behind so she can watch my back and see what's ahead at the same time. She sure is my bud!

and I've been painting again, have to get up some stock, when I can't see numbers anymore, I paint, then get back to the numbers....

gotta run, have company comin' tomorrow and I need advice for my play from these two, if anyone can help me make it happen, it's these two... tell ya more another time! Fingers and toes are crossed!
Still alotta crap going on in the village, folks trying to find out where I'm at - where the animals are - where I disappear to. When the new licence comes in, alot of good things are going to happen and it's onwards and upwards - nothing more they can do.
I invited my sister out, I wrote her a letter and hope that she comes, cuz in pite of all the talkking we use to do, we have never met face to face and we have so much in common too - i hope she comes
And a few folks from my past have contacted me as of recent, so I'm hoping that it's a sign of even more good things to come.


Luv your furbabies so they don't end up like this...

this momma had a babe that she just wouldn't look after - and none of the 3 in her cage are hers, yet she has taken them on! 2 are from the female living in the rafters of my daughter's garage and 1 is the littel grey and white found in the winnebego where there's no females!
3 more kittens coming up for foster n' adopt in another 6 weeks!
Will add more pics soon, for now, zzzzz's are calling!