ShepherdsDog ShepherdsDog:
Well, while younger I was quite involved in Bible Study groups. As a a teenager I even contemplated becoming a minister. The problem was the more I read it, the more I came to understand that mainstream Christianity was a crock and eventually to the point now where I see all organized religion as BS. It began with my rejection of most of the tenets of Calvinism I had grown up with, beginning with predestination, and then to the rejection of the trinitarianism of main stream Christianity. It went against everything Christ proclaimed. Mark 12:28-29 'And one of the scribes came, and having heard them reasoning together, and perceiving that he had answered them well, asked him, Which is the first commandment of all?
And Jesus answered him, The first of all the commandments is, Hear, O Israel; The Lord our God is one Lord'
Judaism borrowed from its pagan roots, Christianity cherry picked from Judaism and other religions and Islam plagiarized, and rewrote excerpts from the New and Old Testaments, while adding some newer stuff. I'm at best a hopeful agnostic, meaning I hope there is something 'more' out there, but I have my (strong) doubts that its like anything we can envision.
I fell away for quite a spell and even now while I attend Bible study I'm not able to call myself a Christian anymore. I have more in common with Old Testament Jews than I do with New Testament Christians.
I have no doubt of the existence of God because He's acted in my life and I've seen it. But I'm not so committed to mainstream organized Christianity.