[Brenda]

He should know better by now...
I'm sorry, for both her and her son...

[commanderkai]

Heavy_Metal Heavy_Metal:

did you ever PHYSICALLY meet this girl? or talk to her on the phone?

No, but we're planning on it, and yes we have. Actually I just got off the phone with her. I've also talked to her family, so unless her family is totally lying about this. I'm really not sure why I should be so doubtful.

$1:

did she send you any pictures?

Quite a few. Some personal, some not.

$1:

is there any reason for you to be attached to this girl?

Because I do. I mean, we might as well debate the merits of the Internet, but I guess I just would like to believe not everybody on the Internet is a fake.

$1:

I ask these questions because IMHO you are freggin WAISTING your emotions dude, and not just because this scumbag killed himself....how do you know this girl is telling the truth....or is even female?

The voice, the pictures, and confirmations from her family are quite good. Do I need to get a DNA test?

$1:

how do you know this person didn't just pick a local news story and decide to tell it to you for...some...reason.

I've been a good judge of character, and I know for a fact that the details she provided over the phone aren't exactly things you'd read in the paper.

$1:

your claim that you can tell if someone is lying to you better through typing, heh, well lets just say i've been waiting for a guy like you to offload some prime real estate in Florida

I can, at times, when I know somebody. The reason why I just discussed the online portion was because I didn't want to go into that much detail since I wrote that after being in a bit of a...deep thought mode?

I mean, you're right, the Internet is full of shit. So then, everything I've posted about myself could be faked, hell this entire account could be fake. So if you really think it's fake, and I'm fake, why bother even posting?

For example, an ex girlfriend of mine constantly got annoyed whenever I could tell her mood by the type of greeting she did on MSN. How did I know? Who knows, it was just how I knew.

Maybe I'm a bit naive, but maybe I just think it's the new age. I've never been good in physical outings. It's too uncomfortable, and the fact that I have psoriasis just adds to that, and probably caused it. So I find some comfort knowing that I don't need the stress of people looking at my arms, thinking I'm dying, or they're going to catch something if they shake my hand.

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Anyway, the question is not if I care if he died, but more that I didn't care. Like, I guess it was just a philosophical dilemma mixed in with my own beliefs. Maybe I was just upset that I didn't kill him. I really don't know.

[commanderkai]

Blue_Nose Blue_Nose:

Heavy_Metal Heavy_Metal:

But as for being upset over this whole situation, you need to give your head a shake man, life's too short to waste it worrying about shit like this.

Really, though - if you hear about the suicide of a guy that you've never met and you've never known anything about apart from the fact that he beats and rapes some girl you also don't know, I'm not sure why you'd even question whether or not you should be 'upset' by his suicide; you're about as removed from the situation as you could be.

I'm not upset over the suicide...Not exactly. (My thoughts aren't exactly organized on this) but maybe I thought he took the easy way out, or that he took the fast way out. Maybe it's because I wasn't happy about it that I'm confused.

For all I know, I'm subconsciously detached and that's why I didn't care, one way or the other.

[romanP]

Think of it as a form of Darwinism. A worthless part of the gene pool has deleted itself.

[Heavy_Metal]

with all that you've said, I can confidently say that you are completely wasting your emotions, you shouldn't be upset at all, if you are to invest any emotions into this situation let them be for the rehabilitation of your little internet girley there (glad to hear she is a real girl )

help her get through it, and if you waste anymore time even thinking about the dead f*ck, your a lost cause.